What i Felt Today,"hopeless".

World,am i still belong here?

Everynight i gaze up at the sky,and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far.I've closed my eyes and made my wish And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are that someone special ,so whenever we're apart I find that same bright star.It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are.I love you from the first sight we've seen each other,i've always want to tell you about this feeling in a long time.A simple conversation with you is more than enough for me.Yet im just a nobody nor a special person.Im just a person who's always imagine about this life and draw or put it on a phrase.i fell in love with a person who's more than special and extraordinary that's imposible for me to reach.I kept think and thinking and the result is always "hopeless", I put my hopes up way too high.There are no stupid love song that can describe how I feel,sometimes the words other people say are never good enough or real,no one will ever know about my feeling now.I walk alone today,wishing i did not have this emptiness,and my soul is broken.Some of my friend said to me to be happy and fill those emptiness,what is that even mean " happy"?its these songs and movies,they're to blame for all the lies,heartache,and everything.Finally i realize that the only thing that i need in this world is just a true love whom i can trust to open the wall of triumph and a bright sky of happiness for me to understand that "happiness" is even exist in my life,or its just a myth of my life.Whatever it takes,love must goes on.